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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 10:37 PM
So I need somewhere to rant, and I rather not do it on facebook since my real life friends are on there, but right now I am a very very upset person.

I was looking forward to this weeked where my boyfriend-like-thing was suppose to come and see me, but I started getting worried after a few days of him not texting me. Well today I found out from a friend that he went home saturday night with another girl and slept with her. I really that she wasn't impressed with his really small penis size because I am such a total bitch.
But now I know for a fact that he won't come down and see me and I don't even want him too anymore. I've been fucked around by him one too many times and after getting this hurt I'm finally realizing I need someone better in my life. Someone who will treat me good and not hurt me the way he has.

But right now I can't help but cry. I feel like a piece of garbage right now.

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    :iconandreahead:
    sdjhfsdf HEY B!

    ... I know you're off having airl and all -pft- but a friend asked me to ask you about a pet on subeta. One of yours, if you'd be willing to give it to herr. If you want to keep them no worries, I thought I'd ask.

    Actually I wasn't going to because I thought you died and fell off the face of the earth. but I GUESS YOU DIDN'T?!??

    Which is good lol XD
    :iconitakou:
    rofl, my rl doesn't stop me from coming on the interwebs. but it's mainly just fb and eveyrthing now. xD i will never die so whenever you need to reach me this will probably be the best way.

    but fuck yeah if your friend wants any of my pets... or even all of them sure thing. i don't really give a damn anymore xD ps. if you want i still have those fucking membership potions and whatnot. is there any way i will be able to give it to you?
    :iconandreahead:
    WELL I'M GLAD YOU'LL NEVER DIE D;~ That's good news for srs-- I've wondered a few times XD "I hope she's not enjoying life TOOOO much" As if I really had room to talk |DD..

    And she does! I actually wouldn't mind the ID# of Swifter but I'd change his name. -ocdocd?- I don't think you can give the boxes, but no worries I don't need them~

    I have the slot(s) wheneva you get a chance to pop on aim and drop. Probably (might not?) be around tonight, I'm going drinking in a bit. But you know, whenevs is good fer you :V (Wow I'm such a nerd, ftw.)
    :iconitakou:
    Rofl, well I have been spending most of the time with my.. bf?ex? guy i still like but broke up with, because i moved back to my old city to make some money just on sunday. im going to start going to school starting january maybe. so i dunno. i miss him like crazy >_>

    She can have whoever she wants. But please don't mind my lack of signing on AIM, im a little busy to do it tonight, cause i gotta go pay for my room and tomorrow i might not be able to get on until night time depending if i have to start work tomororw. xD is that okay?
    :iconandreahead:
    Awwww, nnng. I hate situations like that ;n; Is it too far to work out or something? Or is there more to it then that? I'm sorry bb ;n; Life fail.

    and don't worry. I actually bounced shortly after commenting you back for one fucking hell of a night XD I got hammered on a Tuesday, got two dudes numbers and made out with a black guy? I did get free shots out of it though, so holla to that. But I'll be on for the most part the rest of today and tomorrowish (and some other nights, I don't even remember what fucking day it is. XD)

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